Happiness

The Beatles once said: Happiness Is A Warm Gun... hmm... and among other things, too... Spent the long weekend with Alec, nothing too special, nothing out of the ordinary. This coming March we'll be together for 4 years, though I think not counting the year prior to we actually started dating... everything's a bit blurred, so's my life!

The weekend went by quickly... He skiied, I drove around town, met up late afternoon, had dinner, went back to the hotel room, watched some TV, sleepy time... that was Friday and Saturday night... Though Saturday night we did manage to make it to see the historic Mormon Church right before dark, walked around inside the Temple Square and exposed to their history quite a bit. Sunday morning we flew back and I decided to stayed down at Signal Hill with Alec, saw The Hours, had dinner at Coco's, watched The Simpsons, went to bed early at around 10:30pm. Both got up at 5am, he left for work, then I went back home...

Remember Lisa Germano's song Happiness: "Happiness, it's like a TV, on or off, it's up to me... happiness..." Anyway, about Happiness, I can't explain it... I'm no writer! Exactly who CAN explain it? The same question, yet different answers every time. I know if I even try to explain it, my words will end up incongruent. Though I do believe that when you let yourself, you'll know it when you feel it... Yet sadly, not everyone's that fortunate... Some might not feel it then, some might not feel it now, and some might not even feel it in their lifetimes to come...