What Happens Next?

After my little 'episode' the other night, I was kinda mad obviously, but last night, everything seems back to normal, as if nothing had ever happened. It's odd when I think about it... It's like why go through all the emotions... what, and just to come to this state of mind? To be right where it started? [Or maybe the other way around!] hmm...

Why did I get all bent out of shape in the first place? Was it worth it? We, well, I come to a 'disagreement', or whatever one might call it... say, roughly 3 times a year. I feel bad for posting the other night but what's done's been done. But it's always me who gets wrapped up in an emotional dispute... oy! Y'know today I see that everything is fine and by next week, I most likely won't even remember what had happened. I seriously think it's one of the beginning stages of Alzheimer's disease. At times he would ask me if I remember anything on what we had 'fought' about the previous time, I would say "Hmm... no, I don't remember anything, do you?" Now does that mean that the incident wasn't important enough if I couldn't remember it? [Least this time I can just refer to my blog!] I should go to GNC and getting me some ginkgo biloba tomorrow!

One moment you're fine, and the next something happens... On a side note, last week my girlfriend was just heading to sleep in her apartment, then woken up around 3am in the morning with this cramping pain. To make a long story short, she came out from the hospital a couple days later with one ovary removed. Poor lass, but thank goodness she's doing okay.

It just goes to show you that whether it may be emotional or physical, it can be on a full tilt in a matter of seconds, and there isn't really much you can do about it. Okay, maybe on the emotional side, one can learn how to control or divert one's feelings in a more healthier manner, but that's still something I've yet to master. I wasn't screaming or did I even raise my voice the other night. The following day, he told me that I reminded him somewhat like the Incredible Hulk... I don't think that was in any way a compliment, teehee! Though I do think that the Hulk is kinda ha-ha-hot! Angry sex anyone? GRRRRRR!